欣言心语

Dragon year!

2012-01-27T22:51:00.003+08:00

Time flies.

Today already 4th day of CNY

This CNY is so fun.

with small babies around. Haha

N the bad one is get sick on the 2nd day. LOL

This new year not yet meet friends. Haha. No date~

Just rot at home with my assignments ba. Teehee

cousin and I

The 2 crazy auties.

Baby 1

baby 2

Mother side cousins!!

Me cooking? haha!

the shortest eva

2012-01-19T21:16:00.004+08:00

killing paper

2012-01-09T17:19:00.002+08:00

Telling myself, If this sem, my result no C,
i gonna buy myself xxxx.
yet, after today paper,
i know, my dream gone and
i just wish i wont fail that paper!

hope it ON

2012-01-06T00:27:00.000+08:00

I am so happy that you finally date us!

We miss you so much!

Oppa i spotted in RM

2012-01-05T21:55:00.000+08:00

after watching running man, I found out these people are really handsome!!

Some with good stamina and some are very clever!

Like ^^

2012 还是要爱你们！

2012-01-04T23:03:00.002+08:00

go pattor lol

2012-01-04T18:05:00.001+08:00

Seeing my friend doing mask, wearing dress,
I ask: where are you going?
she replies: pattor lol~

Wow.
When will be my turn to reply others that?

2012 resolution

2012-01-01T00:19:00.000+08:00

My new Year resolutions:
1) study elok-elok. Pointer up,up! no sleeping in lecture.
2) Get myself a bf~
3) Become prettier ^^

These are what I can think of now.
We can always add 'aims' in our life, not only restricted on 1st Jan~ haha!

miss it LONG

2011-12-31T19:33:00.000+08:00

hmmm...

miss my curly long hair...

anything can make my hair long overnight?

hahaha!

2012

2011-12-31T01:20:00.001+08:00

Few more hours to go.

Are you prepared to say BYE to

and say HI to

Rewarding

2011-12-26T14:56:00.001+08:00

Still remember last time, when I taking UPSR,
aunt promise to give me RM100 per A if I manage to get 5 A's and above.
Yes, I did it, with 7 A's.

When I taking PMR,
Aunt said: If u get 8 A's, we fly to KL buy e.dictionary.
Again, I did it!

Then, SPM.
Aunt says: Straight A's, I sponsor you to HK Disneyland.
I did get A's but I din go to HK.
Later when I enter Uni, She bought me laptop~

In matric,
Aunt no more promise me anything.
Once, I told myself, if i get 4.0 i will reward myself a cup of Starbucks coffee.
And, yes, I did it!

So now, when I am in Uni,
No one rewarding me, not even myself.
And my result, SUCKS....
Is it really because of that??
No reward No hard-work?
Hmmm,,,,
So shall I start rewarding myself from now on?
If I manage to get only A's and B's, I will buy myself something?
Like this?
Hahahaha. Hope it works~

I need time?

2011-12-19T22:31:00.000+08:00

有一些感情我还是放不下，觉得可惜。
那天的午餐，就好像和还爱着的旧情人跟她的现任情人一起吃饭一样不自在。

beh tahan u liao lol

2011-12-19T21:47:00.001+08:00

发现当不喜欢一个人的时候，

会连他的声音，气息，味道都不喜欢，

多一秒都不能忍耐。

哇！

对Ms.J 的厌恶感增加-ing。

PTUKM-32

2011-12-14T16:34:00.001+08:00

Last Saturday went to UKM Bangi for Pesta Tanglung performance.
Really, getting worse year by year.
Not the drama i mean, but the other thing.
The host of floor, OMG. Not good!
Technical=worst! spoil the event.
can u imagine the music for Negaraku stopped as soon as we just singing the second sentence?
How come they can make this kind of mistake.
While playing mms, they can even forget to make it full screen.
Then the mic of actors, most of them got problem, making a good show lost its essence.
HAiz....
wish they will improve for the next PT
My friend said: regret for coming.
I wont say so.
Just a little angry n disappoint that they make thing so bad.
I will support PT as always.
sincerely wish you all can make PTUKM-33 happen next year.
N please do it properly, dont spoil PTUKM reputation again!

Coursemates~

Met back the teacher on my left after 2 years!

Long time huh?

第三者

2011-12-13T16:19:00.000+08:00

原来在友情里也会出现第三者。。。

bye bye emo

2011-12-06T22:35:00.001+08:00

I told my friend, God is testing me.
Recently, indeed, quite a lot of incidents happened.
And today, a number of thing make me get onto my nerves!
I nearly exploded. Yet, i told myself, to be patient, so now, I just want to do thing that will make me happy ^^

Happy things showtime~~~~

old photo, taken at airport when we both stuck there, flight delayed!

Yay! nice outing with you all. Miss ya!

My new hair care product. I like the smell so much!

miss J

2011-11-26T11:34:00.001+08:00

humiliate me in front of others.
good.
i will remember this de.
you so like to be 'clever'
i just waiting when you will shame yourselves with your cleverness...

sabar sabar

just a simple incident

2011-11-24T17:53:00.001+08:00

A: 我可能要去给讲座。

B: 为什么会找到你的？

A: (心想）妈的，是怎样？看不起我哦？

Hmm, ok, I am the A.
Dunno why. When this B girl says out that, my heart really appears with that lol.
If other people says the same sentence, I may be wont think so.

recent update from me

2011-11-19T23:18:00.001+08:00

If you ask how is HuiSin recently?
I would say not good.
Internally and externally.

Her laptop broke down,
cant do assigment, cant watch drama, cant play game, cant online.

She cough for 1 month already,
and the cough is still there,
though she is taking medication, seen the doctor....

Last week,
something went wrong with her fingers,
first she thought is just small case but thing get worst.
5 of her fingers, full of water bubbles, big and small.
She cant even bend her fingers and hold a pen properly.
The thing spreads, to her palm, armpit, groin, toes and breast.
Allergy the doctor said.
Nothing can be done.
Time speaks louder.

(She thanks friends who do not discriminate her for her ugly hand.
thanks the 1 going clinic with her. Thanks for those recommend skin specialist for her.
Thanks for those who care for her condition. N thanks the 1 who make she feels she scares of her as she did not let her touch her thing, this teaches huisin not to do so to others in the future, because it really hurts. Just keep a step away from huisin if you scare of her condition, do not hurt her right into her face. )

exam near the end

2011-11-03T10:17:00.000+08:00

Yeah, oops. I am little excited here though I still have a paper to go.
Hahahah!
Happy, tmr last paper and is only MCQ, no essay.
haha.
Later evening going to Titiwangsa Lake for a walk with coursemates, release tension~

Tomorrow ler, I going Mid Valley, my favor mall!
shopping with my HIAOHiao2~!(Hiao3 please doesn't jealous~)

Now, I going to watch RUNNING MAN.
haahhahh!
Chao~

#@%$%#@%$

2011-10-29T22:26:00.000+08:00

phek chek + tulan！
我的书已经读不完了，很不爽了。
又一直找我做哪些LJ事情。
要photostat 请去k-shop。
要print 请早早就print，不要等到last minute。
我printer 已经unplug 完了，放在一边，
昨天已经做了两次好人，
unplug了又放回，放回了又unplug。
麻烦！今天又要找我photostat, tak boleh tahan lol!!!!

要知道她的赛果不会自己问他，又来问我，现在是怎样！！！！！！！！
妈的，火滚！

现在我书读不完你们帮我读是吗？
WTF

我书读不完只能怪自己，
但请你们不要来烦我！让我读书！！！

Stage of recovery

2011-10-29T14:19:00.001+08:00

Finally went to clinic last night.
Thanks Lynn for bringing me there.
Paid RM48 for 5 medications.

Feel better today at least.
Thanks buddy for buying me Revive.

Slept for more than 12 hours last night!
All my study delayed as I sleep too much.

Hope I will fully recover soon!
so that I can study more N stay up at night!

Bless me for my exam!!
Jiayou Hui Sin!!!

S.I.C.K

2011-10-27T23:02:00.003+08:00

My mid semester examination will be coming in 3 more days.
The #$##^&(% body of mine has fallen sick!
Last few days of cough not yet recover and this morning turns out
+ cold!
runny nose for the whole day.
Sneeze and cough alternate the whole day till
my neighbour sms me: sin, r u ok?

Argh....
Feel like dying.
Why choose this time to fall sick?

cough

2011-10-24T19:36:00.003+08:00

yes, I am sick. Cough~~~

First time I take cough mixture which is green in colour. haha!

The Final Gathering

2011-10-24T19:22:00.001+08:00

Attended "The Final Gathering" by myHarapan last Saturday at PWTC.
Not very clear what it is but I went on behalf Green Lung.
The outcome was not as expected.
They expect there will be thousand(s) of participants ( we are volunteer)
yet people turn out to be not more than half a thousand.
The hall is so empty, with only 3 rows in front filled.
Food, many left seriously.
We even registered ourselves as participants to eat free food lol.
hahahaha!
I like the breakfast so much!

the breakfast. high class huh?

got waiter stands here asking: coffee or tea?

our booth

lunch

C vs. M

2011-10-23T15:30:00.001+08:00

I think other 'puak' people are better than our 'puak' sometime.
At least they share, not like us.
I really can see a lot of selfish people in our 'puak'.

Haiz~~~

Again, I would like to say
If you treat me nice, I will treat you better.
If you treat me no good, then sorry lol, don't expect me to sacrifice for you!

DON'T BE RACIST!

n.o.t.a

2011-10-21T23:42:00.000+08:00

I realise I just particularly dislike pinjam my notes to Miss XX .
Hahaha.....!

38下

2011-10-17T00:03:00.000+08:00

那位X小姐，
明明就展现有钱人的style，
吃好的，买贵的，
但又对人家说没有钱，
能让人信服吗？

recent doing

2011-10-13T23:06:00.001+08:00

little happy thing to share ^^

I cook in my room.

hehe!

I do half boiled egg for myself for breakfast.

(not everyday, will die of high protein)

cook different kind of soup for dinner almost everyday.

Did quite a lot of outing, with and without desirable outcome.

I tried to do half boiled egg with 3 times fail (2 times tak masak, n 1 terlalu masak).

this is the 4th time I did it, and yea~ it looks nice!

woohoo. my new school bag ^^

snacks waiting for me. ahhaha!

my study week wont be lonely.

new hand cream. bought it at nature republic.

hope it really good~

last but not least, notes waiting for me!!

hahaha.

mis-sem exam is just around the corner~~!

your way, my way

2011-10-13T21:34:00.000+08:00

I tend to get jealous.
Envy they have friends who do this and that for them.
Envy they are pretty.
Envy they got a lot of money.
Envy they got good good friend.
Envy, in thing which I think I don't have.

Jealousy makes me feel bad!
It makes me unhappy, yet, I experience it quite often.
I will try to look more positively, so that I can always be happy.

Everyone just has their own way to go.
Have our own up and down, experience different and special life journey.
I will tell myself that, and stop envying.

Aquarium of Fish~

2011-10-11T22:21:00.001+08:00

Hope to get myself some fish (guppy will do) in my room one day.

Cereal, I like "bela" fish! >.<

honest, enough!

2011-10-08T12:21:00.000+08:00

My friend asked me, did I sleep late last night,my face looks........
I say: Okay, I cried last night.
They: Why?
Me: I miss my grandma, that's all.

Friends, I don't want to cheat you all.
I can lie actually, just saying, yes, I slept late and cover everything.
But I choose to be honest.
Because I really take you people as my real friend, which I no need to hide anything and can share thing with.
I told you the truth not wanting you to console me or what.
I just think, I should not lie to you~
I just think, true friend shall not hide secret between each other,
only this way, we can go further and be together longer.

Treat your friend with honesty and loyalty~

SISTER

2011-10-07T19:35:00.001+08:00

想跟你很好却又办不到。

我们从不谈心。

有时谈得来，有时会吵架甚至打架。

我常羡慕别人姐妹感情好，感叹为何我们感情这样差。

就只有两姐妹，照理，应该会很好才对，可是我们没有。

有太多因素我知道。

thanks for asking not to ask

2011-10-06T21:07:00.000+08:00

TO Ms XX,
still remember how you tell me don't ask anymore.
thank you for asking me not to ask.
you let me totally let go of the thing.
i wont be asking already.
Your thing, junior thing under you, i wont ask!

买菜

2011-10-04T15:17:00.000+08:00

不怎么能接受人家买菜婆婆妈妈的。
这个买一条，那个买两粒。
不懂市价又要嫌贵。
今天和个朋友去买菜了。看到他就是这样的人。
可能受妈妈影响吧，因为妈妈卖菜的，
常听他嫌顾客‘孤寒’，买东西少少，问东西多多，又嫌贵等。
哈哈哈。可能我也怕被人家骂吧，所以很少会做那种事。哈！

2011-10-03T23:33:00.000+08:00

回忆是美好的 =)

虚实！

2011-10-01T16:04:00.002+08:00

要是你说的是事实，老娘不怪你，
但你说的，连lms都觉得错，那你真的在中伤我们！！
所以现在老娘非常生气，是那只猪在散播谣言？

今天有位学弟问我：参greenlung会忙吗？XX 告诉我会很忙。
我听了很吓倒！在旁的lms也觉得这statement不对！
wtf！
连忙向学弟解释不会，他说会信我。（hopefully lol)
到底是谁在倒我米啊？？
气~气~气~

参 GL 真的不会忙，我 GL UKM president 说的！

烂态度

2011-09-28T23:38:00.000+08:00

晚餐时。。。
一群医学系学弟，在我附近的位置看到个钱包。
他们就说谁掉了钱包。
我注意到了就听听他们说么，因为之前坐那的学弟，我们认识。
我听到他们说是optometry的。
我就开始怀疑会不会是刚才那位学弟掉的。
望过去，
那班“未来医生”的其中一位，
开始“剖”钱包。
他把里面的卡，纸，什么都拿来看。
在一旁的我们看了简直傻眼！
在旁说他们没礼貌。
由于不能确定那钱包是不是刚才的学弟的，
就不敢拿回来。
看着看着，看不过眼了，
我问他们是不是leslie的钱包，我说会交给他。
他们把钱包给了我。
这些medic的junior真的over!这种品德配做医生吗？气！！

a night at BEDROOM

2011-09-24T14:34:00.001+08:00

We went Bedroom Pavillion KL last night!

Outfit of the night.

The mark -bedroom-

I took out my camera want to snap something but the waiter offered to snap photo for us. TQ

Girls~ (ignore the guy behind. hehe)

It was Ladies' Night. Ladies get a free cocktail~

This cocktal named "Good Night" if I am not mistaken.
It is tiny which you can finish in 2 sips.

The birthday girl-Chloe. We went there to celebrate her birthday!

Group photo!!

Yea~ Finally I got to try HoeGarden. It taste ok for me.
It is not as 'carbonated' as Carlsberg. Credit~

Bedroom is situated inside Pavillion KL,6th floor.

It is divided into two sections: Wine section and 'rock' area.

I would say it is just a bar with rock music.

If you want to dance or you prefer a noisy and rock place,

Bedroom totally not your choice.

For me, it is just like a cafe with loud loud music and dark surrounding

where

you have to shout to communicate with your friends.

This is my very first time get to such a place.

And there is

NO second time for me.

Hahaha!

差

2011-09-20T15:57:00.002+08:00

小时寥寥，大未必佳。
我就是这样。。。
丢脸死了。

coincident?

2011-09-19T23:47:00.003+08:00

最近一直有人问我：要做《人叉》点评人吗？
=.="

我未来真的是药剂师？

2011-09-19T23:23:00.000+08:00

今天上课上到一半，脑海里突然浮现
我用什么态度上课，什么态度面对我的学业？
大学不是像以前读了就算，我以后可是要出来配药，handle的是人命。
我为什么到现在还是这样吊儿郎当？
突然那一刹那，我看不见自己的前途。
我真的能当一名药剂师？我可以吗？
其实我必须可以。
科都选了，进入第三年了，我出来难道不当药剂师吗？
可是，那一刻，我看不见未来。
心里寒了一寒，我怎么可以把书读成这样？
以后又怎么运用呢？
伤心啊！

Green Lung Introduction

2011-09-18T22:45:00.001+08:00

Yeah!

Finally is done ^^

They say I did a good job.

Thank you everyone for supporting me

and giving me confident.

Thanks. Muacks~

I am so tiny !!

I am short, ok, i know...

Juniors.....

Green Lung Smoke Free !!!

must do it properly

2011-09-17T22:31:00.001+08:00

tmr will be giving talk, a small one to 1st year juniors on Green Lung.
at first I thought i will only facing juniors but now
the person-in-charge told me, there will be a foreign speaker listening to my talk.
wow! tension max.
whatever.
I just tell myself, I am not a professional speaker, I will just do my best.
If I do shame, Please forgive me as
I AM NOT A PROFESSIONAL SPEAKER.

我的大龟小龟

2011-09-17T00:01:00.000+08:00

今年某天，我带了她回家。

朋友们知道了她后，帮我找了一个能照顾她的他。

今天，他们终于在一起了。

大手牵小手。

从今后，他们都会陪我入眠。

谢谢咯，我的朋友们。

贼来过

2011-09-15T23:03:00.002+08:00

四个月的假期，

校方不让我们租房间放东西，

多数人只好把东西放到储存室。

曾经有过东西不见得我，

不敢再把东西放在那，

就非法和几位朋友把东西放在一个房间里。

我们宁愿冒险让校方抓

都不要东西被偷。

因为笔记太多又不便搬到朋友房，

我把他们留在储存室。

四个月后。。。

噩梦！

储存室里乱七八糟，

象台风刮过。

惊人吧？

地上什么都有。

玻璃碎、床单、鞋子、卫生棉、书、手表等。

东西不见要慢慢找。。。

书本到处都是。

就算把包包给锁上也难逃厄运。

狠心的贼！

Crocodile 的包就这样报销了。

是不是像被龙卷风侵袭过？

盒子面目全非。

庆幸没把重要东西放这，

不然我会疯掉！

first outing in this semester

2011-09-14T23:46:00.000+08:00

out sing k n shopping today with Ning Ning n Ah Foon!

>.<

Sungei Wang - Lowyat - Pavillion

taking self-pic in the redbox @ LowYat =.=

purposely walk to Pavillion (is raining that time!) because I want to buy Sticky!!

They will be the birthday presents for my buddies!

bought these 2 at RM23.90! going to be my snack soon :)

free gift from the shop - Shojikiya~

RM5 body tattoo at Daiso. Plan to use this during coursenight. haha

Sinne brought me my belated birthday present today! love it~!

will try it tomorrow. hehe!

and this 1 too! Cover sticker for Touch N Go card.

Love it because is Siwon's !!

(I will cry if i lost my card 1 day T.T)

没有如果

2011-09-10T13:38:00.003+08:00

那晚，我们谈了很多‘如果’，‘当时’。。。
但我们都知道，回不去了。

我说，未来没人知。
他说：对啊，可能以后我们会结婚呢。
哈哈哈哈哈！
可爱吧！
以后，就以后才打算吧，由不得我们控制。
:)

正常吧？

2011-09-08T01:05:00.000+08:00

一位21岁的人想要谈恋爱，正常吧？
一位已工作，还单身的人，担心自己找不到伴侣，正常吧？
一位接近30岁的人，担心自己孤独终老，正常吧？

请不要随便讲别人desperate因为你根本无法明白，他们所担心的。。。

One step into Natur3

2011-08-02T14:16:00.008+08:00

we went jungle tracking in the morning
hatchery

me collecting the eggs

mummy turtle with tears (to prevent sand from entering her eyes)

I released these 2 babies into the sea

me with baby turtle

went to PAntai Teluk Mak Nik (a beach at Kemaman, Terengganu) this 29 July to watch

turtle lays eggs.

It was awesome!

We went there at 930pm.

The ranger in-charge told us there is a green turlte landed on the beach already.

The female turtle, will get onto the shore, find a suitable place,

dig a big hole comfortable enough for her, then only she will start digging hole for her eggs.

She will dig until she thinks the hole is deep enough to fit in all her eggs.

The hole digging process will take her about 1 hour.

then she will start lay her eggs. the number of eggs can be in 70-100++.

after laying her eggs, it takes her 1 more hour to bury the eggs and close back the hole she dig to fit herself.

When the mummy turtle get away, the ranger start to dig the hole to get the eggs.

They bring back the eggs to hatchery. Until the baby turtles hatch out from the eggs, they will release them into the sea.

The ranger said: If the mummy turlte lays eggs at warmer place, the batch of baby turtle will be all male, and vice versa.

This was indeed a super nice n memorable experience. Hope will have chance to withness that again~ ^^

2011-07-06T01:09:00.001+08:00

I miss the photographer of this photo ^.*

交友

2011-06-25T15:11:00.002+08:00

自从中学毕业，

我发现我再也不介意，

我的朋友。

不会再把他们分的清清楚楚，

没有分好的坏的，（以前总被分为前面班，后面班）

只要没有和我有深仇大恨，

我都能参。

一大班人出去，

有些朋友会约他的朋友（和我不熟的），

我都ok。

表妹的朋友，不认识，

出去一次，就参熟了。

不认识的，疯的，能玩的，

我就能较容易融入，

不认识的，严肃的，静的，

我也会变静掉，或跟熟的谈罢了。

是不是我们长大了，

都不会再介意？

多交朋友，是好的！

sweet dream

2011-06-14T13:50:00.002+08:00

Last night

indeed a sweet dream.

I was married to a Prince!!!

the Prince is someone like Prince William that type

but much more handsome than him.

hahah~ so nice~~~~

don't misunderstand that this was a 'sex' dream..

we did nothing but just waiting in a room for the King's signature.

And in the dream I realise,

we marry not because we already been together for long time.

In the dream we seem to be strange to each other.

we don't know each other much,

but i can feel,

we love each other.

hahahaaah

will the dream come true?

茶

2011-06-10T13:52:00.002+08:00

我找到了想喝的茶，

但它却只想给别人喝。

我找到了想喝的茶，

它却是人家喝着的那杯。

茶，

到处都是，

只是，

我们爱喝的，

不容易找啊。

要是你找到了，

记得要好好握着，

但也不能握得太紧，

茶杯忍耐度有限，

会裂的。

爱犯了错-黄威尔

2011-06-08T14:43:00.001+08:00

独白:我爱你有错吗?

牵你的手在荒乱城市中
吻你额头拥你在怀中
如果到老一定不会放手
紧紧拥抱表情都看不到
我想给的你不再需要
爱情灭了想放放不掉
我们的爱犯了什么错
眼泪又在不停流
是不是谁给的不够
还是谁放得太多
我们的爱犯了什么错
不能向前不能退后
谁应该原谅谁
变成爱的结果
这结果是谁的错
love
我感觉到却假装不知道
以为可能会变得更好
爱情太高谁都到不了
我们的爱犯了什么错
眼泪又在不停流
是不是谁给的不够
还是谁放得太多
我们的爱犯了什么错
不能向前不能退后
谁应该原谅谁
变成爱的结果
这结果是谁的错
我们的爱犯了什么错
眼泪又在不停流
是不是谁给的不够
还是谁放得太多
我们的爱犯了什么错
不能向前不能退后
谁应该原谅谁
变成爱的结果
这结果是谁的错
谁应该原谅谁
变成爱的结果
我们都没有错

感情不能玩玩

2011-06-06T21:37:00.002+08:00

我不是那种玩一夜情的女生。

喜欢了，很难放下。

有人跟我说，

他不能接受一脚踏两船，但能接受一夜情。

难道一夜情就不算出轨吗？

lov3 lov3 lov3

2011-06-02T02:36:00.002+08:00

wo ai de ren ta yi you le ai ren

ta xin li mei yi qun dou shu yu ling yi ge ren.....

my FB status, falling in love, truly i mean i m in love with GREEN LUNG(GL).

when i 1st becoming president of GL UKM i never love or hate GL

but now in SayWhat, i m really in love with GL~

no regret coming for GL saywhat though last time i did complain a lot..

just wanna ask, if u found out the guy u like has fallen in love with ur fren

what would u do...

i would just say he is a good person.

if the fate is really not mine den i will just let go~

if u 2 can come together then i will congrats u coz 1 is my fren n the guy is a good one,

why not...

just let me emo for a while n i will let go..

no hope no disappointment!!!

心情混杂

2011-05-29T00:30:00.002+08:00

明天要去马六甲了，

很担心。。。很怕。。。

心很乱。。。

压力慢慢蔓延中。

肚子饿也吃不完一盘饭，仿佛又回到以前参生活营这样，饭都吃一半而已，有时甚至不想吃。

嗐。。。

舅舅现在又在医院，希望他没事。

天啊！保佑我们活动顺顺利利，舅舅平平安安！

*

2011-05-19T01:53:00.002+08:00

my dog howls.

i run to see which direction he is howling at.

i try my best to see, to see who is there....

how much i hope i could see what he sees, so that i can see my grandmother too.

my mom said our dog never howls.

but after grandma passed away,

he starts to howl.

grandma, how much i wish i can see u, talk to u and even touch u!

Misss U!!!

让我发泄一下。

2011-05-18T17:53:00.001+08:00

KKS

我讨厌你！讨厌你！讨厌你！！！

张惠妹-还有眼泪就好

2011-05-17T16:57:00.001+08:00

张惠妹-还有眼泪就好

如果我能忍住不哭
假装我什么也不知道
你会不会停留
直到我能用力微笑
如果我不期待拥抱
好让你放心走的轻巧
你能不能回头
勉为其难对我安慰
不要自招烦恼
难道爱情虚有其表
还是太认真才输掉
想不开就不想
得不到就不要
谁说分手不曾预料
只有走的慢点就好
不要天荒地老
只要哭到睡着
如果我不期望回报
承认感情从来没公道
你会不会后悔
你把我抛弃得太早
如果我尊重你选择
还为你幸福大声祈祷
你会不会听到
我在内心轻轻求饶
不要太快逃跑
晚了别闹
很多道理我都知道
流完泪水能做到
只要好来好去就好
不要哭的太吵
否则怎能睡着
只要还有眼泪就好

星座运程

2011-05-15T22:34:00.003+08:00

今天看报纸

这个星期金牛座的星运如下：

单身的你，本周不会有心思想感情问题，因为你的时间全用于解决生活，工作和学习上的问题了。

哈哈。。。

我看了觉得很准一下。

虽然目前并没有什么感情问题，

不过现在手头上的工作很多，

真的没时间想些有的没的。

哈哈。

which language to use

2011-05-15T18:37:00.002+08:00

when you are calling a malay, which language will you use usually?

today i called a malay gal,

i use malay language at the beginning

den she replied me in english.

ok, i think.

u wan use english den i will bare with it.

when some1 choose to use english

i will expect you to have no super wonderful english speaking of coz as myself cant do so.

but i would expect u to speak in non-broken english, at least not with those "lol, lar"

that gal, for god sake,

there is always "lar" in the end of her sentence.

wow....! e-n-g-l-i-s-h huh?

my 21st birthday

2011-05-11T01:31:00.001+08:00

on the very 9th May 2011

we went dinner at the restaurant outside my house

to celebrate my 21 years old birthday.

haha.... my big day

just gone thru it with family

and chatting in phone with friends.

thanks for the celebration

all the wishes !!!

happy birthday to M3!

bleks...

wanna thank this gal for the touching blogpost ^^

hahaha....

birthday surprise

2011-04-30T19:02:00.004+08:00

i totally forget my birthday is coming soon.
get 2 surprise from my buddies n friends

1. buddy gathering
sing k sing till the end, bday song appears
they come in with cake n present.
i really blur n still asking, whose bday ar??

2. friend house
went in the room ask her
wow this bed sheet so nice, whose de o?
den fren ask me: u din see the tortoise ar?
hahaah.....blur~~~

thanks guys for doing this for me...
thanks. n muacks~

空虚

2011-04-22T23:50:00.001+08:00

考试将尽。
竟然感到空虚。
不懂要做什么。
拼命把schedule排得满满的，去这去那的。
哈哈哈

马六甲，新加坡
我要来咯！

我回家了

2011-04-07T20:38:00.002+08:00

刚回家一趟。充电吗？不懂。。。就这样她离开了一个多月。在家里，我一个人的时候，就会哭。真的很想再抱她一下。可以回来吗？

我们是哪种朋友

2011-03-30T18:13:00.002+08:00

以前，和一群朋友很熟，不知什么时候开始，我们越走越远。我的位子也被三位人取代掉。现在，很少跟他们接触。我连有事要他们帮忙都不怎么敢开口了。我们不再一起出街。我不再去他们家过夜。他们不再帮我化妆，也不会关心我穿什么去dinner。他们不再说我是她们的。。。

这是梦

2011-03-17T00:39:00.002+08:00

人在接受不到事实的时候
都会希望那是一场梦。

曾经我意外入院
隔天醒来
看看镜子
告诉妈妈：我接受不到，好像发梦一样。我竟然住院了。

现在，她离开了
我在想
会不会某天我回家时
她站在门口跟我说：回来就好。

这梦好长、好久、好真实，
我几时才会醒过来？

2011-03-16T00:43:00.002+08:00

看到别人的全家福
我觉得我的家不再完整

生活所逼

2011-03-08T23:46:00.002+08:00

我不喜欢高攀权贵，
但有时为了生活不得不这么做。

我不喜欢和朋友间的友谊穿插着利益纠葛，
不想利用朋友，
不想让人家觉得我有靠山，可以为所欲为，
但现实逼得我有时得这么做。

欠人家人情是要还的，
可能不是马上，
但我相信有一天，
你一定得还清你所有的债。

没了。都没了

2011-03-05T00:25:00.002+08:00

it is the deepest wound
it cant heal
no way~
time is the best medication?
no.
nothing, nothing can heal me.

SHE is gone.
i cant see her anymore.
when i get back home for holiday, no1 will be welcoming me at the doorstep.
no more her voice in our house.
no more the noise she drags her shoes.
cant touch her anymore.
cant hear her anymore.

why is it so cruel?
why must end her life?
i miss her.
totally miss her.
i know crying cant bring her back
yet
this is the only thing happen when i think of her.

阿嬷，我爱你！

frens

2011-02-16T00:14:00.002+08:00

qi shi wo hen zhong shi peng you.
mei yi wei wo dou yong xin qu jiao,
ye xi wang wo men de you yi shi chang chang jiu jiu.

xiao xue, zhong xue peng you
wo xian zai hen sao lian luo,
ye ke shuo shi mei lian luo.
wei shen me ler?

ns peng you
gang bei wo fa xian ta men gao gathering
ke shi wo mei bei invite dao.
ok lol.

matric peng you
yi xie hai shi you lian luo de.
you yi wei shi wo de yi han.
yao shi wo mei zai zui hou na ji ge yue he ta leng zan
ke neng wo men xian zai hui hen yao hao.
dou shi zi ji bu hao, xiao qi.

da xue peng you
zi qian gen wo hen hao de,
xian zai bu dong gan ma,
mei you na me hao le,
wo de wei zi bei qu dai la.
bu guo hai hao,
hai you qi ta peng you pei wo.
zhen de hen xie xie ni men.

kan dao bie ren ke yi he ta men de zhong xue peng you zhe me hao
hui hen xian mu,
wei shen me wo mei you? haha

hui jue de zi ji shen bian de peng you
yi zi zai huan,hao xiang huan hua yi yang.

qi shi peng you you hen duo zhong,
yi xie zi shi lu guo,
er ling yi xie hui zai ni sheng min li liu xia jia yin.
zhen xin de peng you qi zhi bu xu yao duo,
yi ge jiu gou.

bu xu yao mei tian xiang wo, lian xi wo.
zi yao ou er ba wo xiang qi, jiu hao.

活力不见了？

2011-02-15T16:33:00.003+08:00

觉得最近的自己好像没有什么活力。好像不见了什么似的。
傻傻的我。长不大的我。好像不见了。
突然不想长大了。
吃到二十岁被人说像中学生又怎样。
就喜欢这样的自己。
原来我喜欢的是傻傻的自己。
不喜欢严肃的自己。
想念傻傻的我。。。
i will be back~ ^^

新年特辑

2011-02-12T00:13:00.004+08:00

大年初一

等爸爸那边的亲戚来我家拜年。

我们的大合照。

---------------------------

下午到外婆家拜年

表妹

表妹们+姐姐
-----------------------------------------------------
大年初三

妈妈在家煮好料！！

炒阿炒。。。

客人来了，都还没煮好。

他们都来帮忙因为肚子饿了。哈哈

这锅=鱼翅哦！！好好吃！

哇！！满桌好料！

梅菜排骨

酸辣鱼

鸡

白菜scallop

random2

2011-02-02T02:16:00.002+08:00

hmm..
learn sth today...
some ppl
they may talk so nicely with u
but there is always underlying meaning lol.
haha...
thought he is some1 nice
but it is real?
mayb i judge too early..
haha..
it always takes time to really read thru some1 right?
some ppl edi around me for 1 n half yr, but i still cant read her.
wat more to say about new frens who i oni meet for once..
haha...keep distance gal, keep distance...
dun get shock of ur life after everything reveals.. haha

cant love without knowing

2011-01-29T01:26:00.002+08:00

i did complain, had disatisfaction.
i am now getting into it.
learning, not giving up.
thanks all for helping.
i believe 1 day, i wil be proud to be here with no regret.
i will proudly, confidently tell: Hi, I am currently Green Lung UKM President.

我不会爱

2011-01-19T21:37:00.001+08:00

蔡雯宁，
就让我搞孤僻好吗？
不知怎么就不想和大伙出去。

random

2011-01-18T01:53:00.003+08:00

abondone jor my blog ...haha... here some update~

i m now busy lol
haha.. (though i everyday play fb, mayb is a way for me to relax)

check list:
1. Green Lung UKM
2. SayWhat
3.Musical Drama
4.assignments
5. Reports
6. study

haiz haiz haiz....

i m fed up

2011-01-12T02:02:00.002+08:00

y cant lowhuisin just study o?
y must she join so much activities?
y? y? y?
she has gt no time for herself.
lack time study
lack time sleep
everyday go class just sleep.
is already week 5 now.
1 month passed.
but she feel like she learnt nth.
not even a subject she is confident with.
she knows nth...
mid-sem exam is just around the corner.
she is totally blank n no time to study.
activities, assignments...
how she gonna survives for this semester...?

美与丑

2011-01-02T14:55:00.002+08:00

美美的东西要是放在丑丑的东西旁边
你会觉得奇怪吗？
比如说：一朵鲜花插在牛粪上。

有时我看到
帅哥配恐龙妹
或
美女与野兽这种搭配
我真的不明白
帅哥抱着的为什么不是美女？
美女亲的为什么是野兽？

我爱在fb朋友们
in a relation with谁
那边
click进去看那个谁到底是谁。
有时还蛮让我失望的咯。
我朋友蛮能看的，
可是坐在他腿上的却是。。。haiz~
不懂，真的不懂。

new year resolution

2011-01-01T21:40:00.002+08:00

here comes my new 2011 resolution~
1. be healthier
2. be prettier
3. be mature
4. be smatter
5. be more professional
6. maintain my result above 3.0
7. no more sleep in lecture
8. make more friends
9. be emotionless
10. be happier
11. bring laughter to people surrounding
12. control my temper
13. no more kepo
14. treat real friends better
15. love my family more
16. be more hardworking
17. appreciate what i have
18. grow fatter

haha... this r what i can think of right now.
bye~
happy new 2011!!

2011

2010-12-31T00:44:00.002+08:00

fren...
mayb i m a lousy 1.
i dunno how to preserve a friendship.
i think my friendship cant go long.
this new sem,
i could see my 2 close fren
r now no more close with me.
she is now with her,
n the other she is now with other her.
we seldom talk,seldom share edi.
my fault i think.
coz i think i fail to preserve the good relation.
mayb is padan muka me for going further from them.

no more.
u wont see me attending any of the activity u guys hold d.
i m no1, really no1.
i didnt belong to any group.
i m still the lone ranger...
i step a bit here n a bit there.
mayb is my fault for not stepping it earlier n deeper...
ur bond is so strong,
strong till i cant chop in.
i m really no1...
my attendance is not important at all.
gambateh frens...
go on with ur society,
i wil give u my support (morally).

come on.
let those unhappy thing left at 2010.
i wanna a better 2011.
i will try my best to preserve all relationship.
i will not attending anything which is non of my business again.
i wont campur tangan edi,no more kepo.
i wanna catch up my study.
gambateh!!

sigh

2010-12-29T00:49:00.002+08:00

last time we nvr dare or even think of asking senior to do sth with us.
nowadays i m still invited for being MC which i think i m overage to do so.
a 1st yr junior requested me to be his partner.
no ppl edi meh? y must ask me ??
cant i retire??
i not dare to say NO as i noe he also very stress.
so many things to handle.
i also not very free lol actually.
haiz...

PAP
lagi teruk.
everything messy.
lack of ppl joining.
wanna ask 2nd back join again??
impossible.
wan us suffer for 2 yrs ar some said...
please la.
all those activities are for u ppl 1st yr.
now we seniors bulak kena worry kena work.
god!!

cant imagine next yr how u ppl gonna lead
as u urself also nvr learn!

有趣告白

2010-12-27T22:36:00.001+08:00

1.我喜欢你呐_如果你不接受我_我会变爱你xD

2.难道你脚不会酸吗?很好奇我这么说吧_因为你一直在我脑海里"跑"来跑去xD

3.我知道你有爱人了,可是我不介意成为你最爱的人xD

4.我不是你喜欢的类型喔?可是你是我喜欢的类型嘛xD

5.我决定要追你了,你跑也没用,因为我是长跑冠军,你跑不掉的xD

6.我给你时间考虑,如果你答案不让我满意,我就不用经过你同意跟你在一起了喔xD

7.我会等你,直到世界末日的那一天我再去找你,然后永远跟你死在一起xD

8.我的心已经跑去你哪里了,你不能不喜欢我,不然它会失踪xD

9.你说你不想拒绝我_那你接受我不是不用拒绝了嘛xD

10.我不介意你心里有别人,因为我心里只有你xD

11.爱上我吧,你不爱我我就每天跟你说我爱你

12.给我一次机会,你不给我机会我会很难过,到时我会受不了直接对你说我爱你了啦xD

13.我看见你时就心跳加速,起初我以为我有心脏病,结果才发先是你敲打我心xD

14.我有什么不好嘛?如果我不好我又怎么会看上酱好的你xD

15.我发现我对你有一种感觉_别误会_不是喜欢喔_是爱啦xD

错爱

2010-12-27T00:01:00.002+08:00

对不起
我不小心喜欢上了你

对不起
我无法像从前一样面对你

见到你
我会伤心
我会不知所措
我会尽量忽视你的存在
我会把你当成陌生人
请你
不要理我
我们就成为陌生人好吗
不要再加重对我的伤害
我们无法再像从前一样了

朋友
再见

真的吗

2010-12-23T21:38:00.003+08:00

一直以来的玩笑
就连我自己也以为是玩笑
可是我才发现
我是真的
这样不好，不好
不应该这样的
不能再让自己受伤
不能。。。

渴望

2010-12-21T23:39:00.002+08:00

wo ke wang bei ai.
wo ke wang ai qing.
shen bian de ren ge ge dou xin fu kuai le,
you ling yi ban zai shen bian.
wo de ne?
ren jia chang gen wo shuo,
bu yao zhe me ji, ni hai nian qing.
wo zi dao wo hai nian qing.
ke shi wo zhen de zhen de hen xiang:
guo ma lu shi, you yi ren qian zhe wo de shou.
hui you ke dui xiang rang wo fa xin xi.
mei tian you ren gen wo shuo wan an.
you ren mei ge zhou mo yue wo.
you ren rang wo bao yi xia.
you ren gen wo shou qian shou qu guang jie.
you ge ren ke yi rang wo sha jiao.
you ge ren teng wo, dan xin wo, ai wo.

ji mo de ren de xin,
shi bu shi hui te bie rong yi dui ren jia dong xin.
wo yi wei wo zhao dao le.
dan que shi yi chang kong.

wo de ni,
he shi cai chu xian?

hiao vs cheap

2010-12-20T23:18:00.002+08:00

some ppl, they sensitive to some words while some r not.
i m ok if u say me HIAO
but some ppl, they wil get super angry if u describe her with tis word.
pls... i also got word which i dun like ppl use on me.
CHEAP.
it is a very serious word if used to describe a ppl.
just try it on me if u wanna lost me as fren.

生之家的瓜瓜

2010-12-20T21:55:00.003+08:00

merry x'mas @ times square
sing k today

steamboat yesterday^^

jie hui's zhao pai dong zuo~

梦都没梦到

会和升之家的人一起出街，一起疯。

哈哈

not bad not bad~

怡保升学辅导生活营

2010-12-19T23:47:00.002+08:00

一切终于结束。
累~不过一切都是值得的！
感触良多。
集训，一个字：累！
每晚都很迟睡。
一天内可哭三次，太夸张了！
我不是累而哭，是心疼，感动而哭。
第一次参加升学活动，
非常感谢让我有这个机会。
没有后悔参加，只由一点小后悔接了《人生交叉点》。
哈哈。
因为要排戏，我错过了很多活动。
如果问我生活营你有什么回忆，
我看只有《人生交叉点》吧。哈哈
从中我看到，排戏不容易，还是做演员好咯~
我要特别感谢建荣，他真的帮了我很多很多。
没有他，我不敢想象《人叉》会变怎样。。。
我们这次的《人叉》好像成功配出了一对情侣。
哈哈。就看他们几时宣布换status吧。
生活营让我认识了很多人。
从不认识，不熟的一班人，我们变成了朋友。
相知，相识，相惜，相爱。
生活营也让我认识到了一位小帅哥！赞！
不止尝试到甜，苦，我也感受不少。
当，我不知所措，
当，我被打，
当，我觉得对不起小瓜，
当，我觉得我没做到我的任务时。
国大分校升之家的瓜瓜，谢谢你们！
他们说参了生活营每个人都有变了。
可我一直觉得我没变，我还是一样hiao。哈哈
雯宁就说我说话变得没那么刻薄了。
她说我以前说话像明顺这样刻薄。有吗？？哈
刚才我们一大班人去吃火锅。爽！
等待得士时，有人说我和东东好像有暧昧。
哈哈。有吗？我会觉得我和建荣比较像有暧昧吧。
哈哈。。。因为《人叉》我们常混一起，
不过我跟他们任何两位都是清白的。
今晚是我第一次被人家背着在街上跑。
真的很好笑。。。。

瓜瓜，谢谢你们给了我这美好回忆~
终于有属于自己的升学衣了！

我现在一个人

2010-12-06T22:44:00.003+08:00

我现在一个人在宿舍。
好孤单哦！！
这种感觉好难受。
我想念我的妈妈，想念家的一切。。。
为什么？
快让这种孤独感离开我。
我很怕，很怕。
最讨厌一个人，加上现在夜深人静，
根本就是雪上加霜！！
一个人下去食堂打包，
一个人吃饭，
一个人对着电脑，
一个人没得讲话，没得大笑。
天啊！！一个人真的好惨噢！！
寂寞难耐~~

OMG

2010-11-29T00:48:00.003+08:00

hate handling ren cha lol
aikss.
mafan ler
need always change here change there.
i wan on9 bulak susah
so inconvenient
den my partner bulak ..........
speechless
have to deal with it also lol as i edi accept the job
just hope it passed fast!!!!!!!!

2010-11-20T01:09:00.002+08:00

我以为我无法忘记
无法习惯
原来
我还是制得住我自己

我
释怀了

~~~

2010-11-13T00:39:00.002+08:00

zai hai mei rang ni xi guan wo de chun zai shi
wo yi xi guan le ni de chun zai

hui mei tian xiang ni yi ci
hui mei tian xiang yao kan dao ni de xin xi

shi wo mei na ge fu qi
mei fu qi que you ai shang ni....

mid valley after last paper

2010-11-11T15:06:00.004+08:00

we lunch at pasta zanmai
sam

wen ning

hai foon

hui ying

03-08 nov 2010

2010-11-06T21:01:00.003+08:00

一个星期的deepavali假期

我堕落了

虽然还有最后一科

但我已经懒惰了

一直跑出去玩和看连戏剧

哈哈

很惨吧

堕落完今天啦

明天要啃书了

不然真的会当掉。

刚刚

2010-11-03T12:52:00.002+08:00

我就是爱投诉
难得他们都送上门了
为什么不说?
不要说我爆什么料
我只是有话直说
你不要怕东怕西的
生活好无趣
这样怕
刚才就不要跑出来看咯。。。

需要人陪王力宏

2010-10-22T21:29:00.004+08:00

需要人陪 -- 王力宏

打开窗户让孤单透气
这一间屋子如此密闭
欢呼声仍飘在空气里
像空无一人一样华丽
我渐渐失去知觉
就当做是种自我逃避
你飞到天的边缘
我也不猜落在何地
一个我需要梦想需要方向需要眼泪
更需要一个人来点亮天的黑
我已经无能为力无法抗拒无路可退
这无声的夜现在的我需要人陪
闭上眼睛就看不清
这双人床欠缺的温馨
谁能陪我直到天明
穿透这片迷蒙寂静
我已不猜落在何地

leave me alone

2010-10-15T23:26:00.003+08:00

exam is coming. a week left. i nt yet study.

pls leave me alone.

i really need to study.

i dun1 to handle anything edi suddenly.

wat i wan to do now is focus on my exam.

is so tiring these few days.

i m exhausted.